More Random Enthusiasm

Having looked back at some of the comments I wrote about the fuss about the magazine module, I may have been a bit heavy handed with regards
to what I said about the Senior Radio Lecture.

On my parents behalf it's worth mentioning that he did give me a second chance on the radio course and compared to David Hendy he never lead me up the garden path by changing lectures and planned timetables unless it was
a last minute emergency.

I can't change my comments about how I felt about the Magazine module itself as it was one of the worst times I had during the radio course and it was more than evident that no one got my way of doing things.

Not that I wanted to impose it on anyone, I just wasn't up for being anal over things for the sake of it.

Because believe me, there are actually people who have it in their aim to piss people off and act all big headed.

I guess you can't like everyone 100% but that goes for almost everyone.

Having said that, I'm going through possible mood swings again, whether that's drunk influenced I've no idea.

Mum and Dad don't seem to like it when I start getting over enthusiastic over things, or singing to some of the songs that were on the X Factor last night.

Well I use the word singing very loosely, but I didn't make too much of a habit.

Luckily when I'm on t'wireless I resist doing such a thing altogether.

But yes, being in Canterbury when all my friends are in London can be very dangerous as proved before.

Nothing has to be 100% perfect, but I guess my New Years Resolution for 2010 is to start searching for someone I guess.

Ironic that it's under the tag "soulmates" but it can be done.

I'm getting nervous even thinking about it now, but it will pull together eventually.

I always like to be positive about long term situations and nothing has to be
too fancy.

If we had to resort to meals involving peas and super noodles I wouldn't complain.

Then again it is something I have a ridiculous enthusiasm for.

I currently feel as if I'm living like a child again in the way I wanted to
at an early age with nothing to get in the way of things.

Actually I shouldn't have said that.

Just think if things stay like this throught December, by January I could get very deperessed.

I'll try and stay calm ahead of tonight.